Bismillahirahmanirrahim...
It has been 3 days I don't see him. Everytime I went to any place in this maktab, I will look around and wish that he could be somewhere around me. Where is him? Usually he will be at the photostat shop but since these three days, I could not find him. I can't stop think about him. I feel like I've been crazy.
Everyday, I will look at his profile on facebook. Maybe people will think that I am some kinda of psycho stalker. Smiling whenever I see his pictures. Listening to love songs and imagine the characters of the song would be me and him. Daydreaming in the classroom. Read love novels. Eat the red fruit as a sign that I've fall in love. Red fruit or 'buah merah' that I always buy whenever I go to the kooperasi. My friends thought that I've fall in love with my B. Ed Tesl senior, but they're all wrong. It's not that abang, it is some other guy. The guy that people will never thought that I would fall in love with him.
He's not that handsome, he is just simple and humble. I've never saw him talk to other girls except with his girls classmates. I know, I shouldn't think about him. I'm not good enough for him. "Lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik". I'm not a really good girl. And I don't really think that I'm too bad. But it just he deserves to get a much better girl than me. I don't know.
* Z.A., is it wrong for me to miss you? Dear Allah, forgive me, if I've done wrong for missing him.
Footnote: My English is not that good, Indah is still in learning process. Hope, people who are reading this can understand, if there are people who are reading.
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